Off the Shoulders, Hole in the Soul  

Posted by Madean

I've just told one of my fren my biggest secret which is still a Taboo in our society.

Man do i feel lighter after spill it all out. S

Sure it's of my shoulder, but somehow I felt the emptiness pouring in my heart, should it be because I told someone about my secret, or is it because I don't know what is what anymore.


Thanks didi for the advice ,but, I think i need more time, which will be like forever, to uncover myself that makes me who I am and choose to be.


I can sure do what you ask me to, but I certainly can't cheat my own feeling or anyone.

I know it's wrong ,but, I don't ask for it, but somehow I just did(Hey people didn't just woke up one day and say that they want to be like "this"), and I believe God have created a different path for everyone, and I hope He accept me for the way I am.


For me I think love stinks and it rips your heart untill you can't bear no more.

I haven't experience love unfortunately, but, to love someone that you shouldn't is definitely heart-breaking.


So, what is love???
A magician who put it in a napkin and turn it into a lovers??
Or is it as beautiful as some might say??



p/s: I am what I am, Just a wrong soul For a different body.

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5 comments

Pst, what's the big secret??? ;p (Please ignore me, I'm just pestering around XD)

May 4, 2009 at 8:30 PM

Din,
u knoe i'll support u...
no matter what happens.
n what decision u gonna make....


evendo its gonna ripped off my heart...
i'll alwys b there 4 u..
n i'll try.


:')

May 5, 2009 at 1:25 AM

MaDean, you found me from ReCom isit? Or from YouthMedia?

May 5, 2009 at 10:10 AM

I found u from ReCom
hehe
sry for not telling but I'm kiunda lazy to sign up for Recom
hehe
sry again


Thx didi

May 5, 2009 at 10:52 AM

alolo sedey je cite :D
be happy la din.

May 9, 2009 at 2:51 PM

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